Popular Monster

[00:00.17] Da-da-da-da-da-da-da
[00:03.37] Da-da-da-da-da-da-da
[00:05.77] I wake up every mornin' with my head up in a daze
[00:08.43] I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway
[00:11.20] Everybody tries to tell me that I'm goin' through a phase
[00:14.23] I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah
[00:17.20] I battle with depression, but the question still remains
[00:20.22] Is this post-traumatic stressin' or am I suppressin' rage?
[00:23.13] And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm goin' through a phase
[00:25.74] Yeah, it's not a fuckin' phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay
[00:29.34] Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit everyday
[00:31.61] And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
[00:34.76] It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
[00:39.68] I'm about to break down, searchin' for a way out (way out)
[00:46.16] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[00:49.39] I'm a popular, popular monster
[00:52.47] Break down, fallin' into love now with falling apart
[01:00.55] I'm a popular, popular monster
[01:04.38] Da-da-da-da-da-da-da
[01:07.25] Da-da-da-da-da-da-da
[01:09.52] I think I'm goin' nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
[01:12.22] Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace
[01:15.18] I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace
[01:18.07] How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case?
[01:21.34] Oh my God, I keep on stressin', every second that I waste
[01:24.06] Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take
[01:26.95] But my therapist will tell me that I'm goin' through a stage
[01:29.84] Yeah, it's not a fucking stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay
[01:33.40] Motherfucker, now you got my attention
[01:35.36] I need to change a couple things 'cause somethin' is missin'
[01:38.31] And what if I were to lie, tell you everything is fine?
[01:41.47] Every single fucking day, I get closer to the grave
[01:44.43] I am terrified, I fell asleep at the wheel again
[01:47.98] Crashed my car just to feel again
[01:50.81] It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
[01:55.04] I'm about to break down, searchin' for a way out (way out)
[02:01.82] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[02:04.81] I'm a popular, popular monster
[02:08.16] Break down, fallin' into love now with falling apart
[02:16.46] I'm a popular, popular fuckin' monster
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