Drown Me in the River [2017] (Demo)

I can't stop hating myself
And my ugly fucking face
All my dreams are stupid
Yet I dream, I dream anyway

Drown me in the river
Or drown me in the bay
I can work around your schedule - let
Me know your schedule - just
Make sure that it's a beautiful day
I try to look in the mirror
And I immediately look away
I can't stand my own reflection
Now what does that say?
Does it say?

Drown me in the river
Or drown me in the bay
I can work around your schedule - let
Me know your schedule - just
Make sure that it's a beautiful day

I don't want to be nihilistic
But all this, all this is worthless
And I don't want to be narcissistic
But I can't want to think about anyone else either

Drown me in the river
Or drown me in the bay
I can work around your schedule