Drugs and Love

[00:01.63] (I still hear it when I think back)
[00:05.46] (Her cry, so shrill)
[00:13.51] (That night damned us all)
[00:18.83] (I just sat back like a voyeur with my hands tied, it still haunts me)
[00:26.62] (And to this day, I am faced with this juxtaposition of guilt and pain)
[00:38.75] Any kind of chemical romance
[00:46.12] I will take with me to bed
[00:53.06] Anything to drown out all the voices inside my head
[01:06.30] Make me numb
[01:13.19] With drugs and love
[01:20.16] What'll save me from my solitude?
[01:24.18] I've nothing left to turn to
[01:28.79] Help me find a way to medicate
[01:36.15] (I sometimes feel like I may as well have pulled that trigger myself)
[01:42.24] Any kind of tepid distraction
[01:49.55] I will pour myself into
[01:56.55] Baby, I just need a little reaction
[02:03.54] Warm like a tomb
[02:10.08] Make me numb
[02:16.84] With drugs and love
[02:23.61] What'll save me from my solitude?
[02:27.77] I've nothing left to turn to
[02:32.13] Help me find a way to medicate
[02:40.89]
[02:53.32] Just help me erase the memories
[03:00.44] Help me find a way
[03:04.46] To numb this pain
[03:11.37] Just something
[03:16.69] I've nothing left to offer you, I
[03:20.98] I even lost myself
[03:24.42] But I'm desperate to never fade away
[03:38.02] Make me numb
[03:44.89] With drugs and love
[03:51.88] What'll save me from my solitude?
[03:55.70] I've nothing left to turn to
[04:00.50] Help me find a way to medicate
[04:08.74]
[04:24.86] (But nobody can understand what he was like)
[04:29.14] (I wonder often if I'd have preferred that one night of screaming aloud)
[04:34.56] (Or the decades of being muffled)
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