This Time Last Year

This time last year, you would've been at your best friend's wedding
I couldn't make it because of work
This time last year, I would've called you while you got ready
The thought of you in that suit still hurts (Still hurts)

And I know you know that it killed me I wasn't there for you
For you (For you)
But saying it out loud right now just sounds like a bad excuse (Excuse, excuse)

'Cause now all that's left is
Memories of our best
I hoped by now that I'd be over, I'd be over you
We only speak in my dreams
The only place you love me
I hoped by now that I'd be over, I'd be over you

You said this year, you would've asked that big famous question
We both know that I would've told you yes
And now this year, I feel I'm dying 'cause I haven't said I'm fine to your heart of a world
And I am a mess

And I hope you know that it kills me I haven't talked to you (Oh, oh)
To you

'Cause now all that's left is memories of our best
I hoped by now that I'd be over, I'd be over you
We always speak in my dreams
The only place you love me
I hoped by now that I'd be over, I'd be over you

What if I, what if I hold on?
What if I said I was so wrong?
Tell me saying sorry leads you home
'Cause now all that's left is what I can't forget
The funny thing with time is that it moves on
Even when you don't know

How to go from being a plus-one
To being alone
'Cause now all that's left
Memories of our best
I hoped by now that I'd be over
I'd be over you

'Cause now all that's left is memories of our best
I hoped by now that I'd be over, I'd be over you
We always speak in my dreams
The only place you love me
I hoped by now that I'd be over, I'd be over you

What if I, what if I hold on?
What if I said I was so wrong?
Tell me saying sorry leads you home
'Cause now all that's left is what I can't forget
The funny thing with time is that it moves on
Even when you don't