So Help Me God

[00:14.03] I feel this darkness creep like thunder
[00:19.06] It's rolling straight into my spine
[00:25.51] I feel temptation pull me under
[00:31.52] My gold has lost all of its shine
[00:37.85] I try so hard to stay together
[00:44.11] When everything's falling apart
[00:50.45] I said that I'd stay gold forever
[00:56.43] But it seems that I've misplaced my heart
[01:03.37] Save me from myself, hold me down
[01:09.81] Lock me away, don't let me out
[01:15.93] Tie up my wrists, and have me shot
[01:22.12] Please save yourselves, so help me God
[01:28.23] I once was pushed when I was younger
[01:34.01] I gashed my knee and I loved the pain
[01:37.84] (Oh how I loved to feel the pain)
[01:40.18] And suddenly I had the hunger
[01:46.40] To rise up and make him feel the same
[01:50.38] I pushed him back, but I pushed harder
[01:59.18] I watched him slam into the ground
[02:04.56] (I watched him slam into the ground)
[02:05.24] One day I'll die but I'm no martyr
[02:11.49] And I fear that hell is where I'm bound
[02:18.15] Save me from myself, hold me down
[02:24.42] Lock me away, don't let me out
[02:30.80] Tie up my wrists, and have me shot
[02:36.76] Please save yourselves, so help me God
[02:46.13] So help me God
[02:54.72] This gun shout will drown out
[02:57.25] The noise in my head
[03:00.68] But these bloodstains won't cover the shame on my bed
[03:06.24] And I can't think about it, 'cause I don't have the time
[03:12.78] 'Cause either way, I'll lose my mind
[03:20.64] Save me from myself, hold me down
[03:26.94] Lock me away, don't let me out
[03:33.29] Tie up my wrists (Tie up my wrists)
[03:35.79] And have me shot (And have me shot)
[03:39.45] Please save yourselves, so help me God
[03:45.74] Save me from myself, hold me down
[03:51.81] Lock me away, don't let me out
[03:58.03] Tie up my wrists (Tie up my wrists)
[04:00.97] And have me shot (And have me shot)
[04:04.35] Please save yourselves, so help me God
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