What I Say and What I Mean

Walking from the past
But I don't think I've said my goodbyes
Sometimes I just find
That they keep sneaking up from behind

Closing up the wounds
I suppose it's supposed to take some more time
Then why do I find
That we've closed every door in our lives?

'Cause I know you're the only one for me
That's standing in my sleep

Never going back and forth
I'm only going forward
That's what I keep saying
Never going back and forth
I'm only going back
That's what I mean

Something haunts my dreams
Don't know what it means

Itching at the scabs
Only makes my troubles run high
'Cause scratching in the sheets
Makes my bark much worse than my bite

Itching for a fight
As your nails are running over my spine
'Cause the doors are open
And they keep floating back to my mind

And I know you're the only one for me
That's standing in my dreams

Never going back and forth
I'm only going forward
That's what I keep saying
Never going back and forth
I'm only going back
That's what I mean

Something haunts my sleep
Don't know what it means

Never going back and forth
I'm only going forward
That's what I keep saying
Never going back and forth
I'm only going back
That's what I mean

My screws are loose
My noose is tight
I'm lost in back and forth
I'm in between

My screws are loose
My noose is tight
I'm lost in back and forth
I'm in between