Hate It

[00:11.53] I got a little high in my head
[00:14.10] Floatin' with the drunks on the sidewalk
[00:19.39] Tryin' to hold onto my buzz
[00:22.37] Runnin' from the fool that I am
[00:25.06] Wishin' I could turn my damn mind off
[00:30.04] But I forgot who I was
[00:33.11] But I know that I need
[00:35.88] And I'll say it how I feel
[00:38.52] I know that I want real
[00:43.42] I just don't wanna see you
[00:45.95] With anyone but me
[00:54.05] Now I can barely breathe
[00:56.42] Drownin' in my jealousy
[01:02.56] And now I know I've
[01:04.28] Never been the kind to leave
[01:06.83] My heart out on the line
[01:09.36] It's too damn hard to fake it
[01:11.56] And keep sayin' that I'm fine
[01:14.69] I hate it
[01:18.23] I still love you and I hate it
[01:25.97] Gotta sleep in a bed that you made
[01:28.77] Heard it said but it ain't that damn easy
[01:33.26] Head spinnin' like a ceilin' fan
[01:37.37] Ain't no peace of mind
[01:39.70] So I reach for a prayer
[01:42.67] But your body still ain't there
[01:47.14] I just don't wanna see you
[01:49.90] With anyone but me
[01:57.88] Now I can barely breathe
[02:00.25] Drownin' in my jealousy
[02:06.33] And now I know I've
[02:08.11] Never been the kind to leave
[02:10.76] My heart out on the line
[02:13.41] It's too damn hard to fake it
[02:15.67] And keep sayin' that I'm fine
[02:18.62] I hate it
[02:22.26] I still love you and I hate it
[02:26.68]
[02:39.88] I hate the way that I didn't know
[02:45.29] The way you loved me 'til I let you go
[02:51.37] I hated 23
[02:53.70] Wasted all on wanting me
[03:01.93] Now I can barely breathe
[03:04.21] Drownin' in my jealousy
[03:10.32] And now I know I've
[03:12.19] Never been the kind to leave
[03:14.70] My heart out on the line
[03:17.46] It's too damn hard to fake it
[03:19.55] And keep sayin' that I'm fine
[03:22.75] I hate it
[03:26.16] I still love you and I hate it
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