Just Another Freak

Be truthful do you really think I'm cool
Why do you like me?
I'm a loser and a user and a fool
I will always be

Well I can't make up my mind
I'm running out of time
I'm falling down the hill
I'm sure I'm about to spill
My feelings everywhere
I claim that I don't care
But everything hurts in here

I don't think I can bare
Another blow to my heart
I'm a broken pick
Baby, you seem so smart
I can really dig the magic you are
But I'm not the one I'm just having fun
With what you think is love
I think is a joke
And this joke is on me
And everything I believed in
I've learned to laugh with it
I wear a sad grin
These feelings aren't unique

Cuz I'm just another freak
Just another freak

I'm the worst and I'm always told I'm weird
But not in a good way
Always living everything I've ever feared
And I'm still waiting for that day
When I accept myself for what I am
I am the problem
Damn I demand what I can't give
At least I only have to live until I'm dead
So until then I'm alone
Selfish in my heart and lustful to the bone

And I know I'm wasting your time
Pleasing just myself
Never satisfied
Set you on my shelf
I'd do better with a banana peel
Cuz love isn't real

And you try to fix me
Do you pretend not to see
All the ugliness I carry with me
Everywhere I go
There is no room for you cuz this is my show
Do you still think I'm cool?

Then
Stand by your fool
Stand by your fool