BETTER

[00:05.51] I haven't washed my hair in two weeks
[00:10.75] Been getting mental health texts from my friends to check if I'm alright
[00:16.28] They never show this shit in movies
[00:20.03] So I say, "Yes" but it's a lie, I'm not alright
[00:24.29] I'm not alright, I'm feeling
[00:26.35] Low, low, low
[00:29.06] Low, low, low
[00:31.81] Low, low, low
[00:34.18] I know, know, know
[00:37.37] I don't belong here
[00:40.09] I'm having a hard time
[00:42.61] Stuck on the bathroom floor
[00:44.70] And I'm spiraling and I can't stop crying
[00:48.02] I can do better
[00:50.79] I can be better than this
[00:53.36] I can do better
[00:56.02] I can be better than this
[01:01.03] M-m-my bed's a dirty pile of clothes
[01:04.05] That's just been stackin' up for months
[01:06.70] I have to force myself to eat and sleep and brush my teeth because
[01:12.01] If I don't then I won't ever remember how to be
[01:17.54] A human, I'm useless
[01:20.10] I can't feel anything
[01:21.94] I'm low, low, low
[01:24.82] I know, know, know
[01:28.17] I don't belong here
[01:30.81] I'm having a hard time
[01:33.33] Stuck on the bathroom floor
[01:35.42] And I'm spiraling and I can't stop crying
[01:38.73] I can do better
[01:41.41] I can be better than this
[01:44.14] I can do better
[01:46.78] I can be better than this
[01:49.14]
[01:57.30] I can be better than this
[02:00.18] I can do better (I can do better)
[02:03.08] I can be better than this (feel better)
[02:05.35] I can do better (I can do better)
[02:08.15] I can be better than this
[02:10.44]
[02:21.39] I don't belong here
[02:24.14] I'm having a hard time
[02:26.62] Stuck on the bathroom floor
[02:28.59] And I'm spiraling and I can't stop crying
[02:32.15] It's all a nightmare
[02:34.82] I'm losing it big time
[02:37.42] Been on this hamster wheel for the last four years
[02:40.64] And I'm fucking tired
[02:42.58] I can do better
[02:45.44] I can be better than this
[02:48.18] I can do better
[02:50.74] I can be better than this
[02:53.34]