It Didn't Turn out How I Expected It to Turn Out (Interview)
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I'm definitely proud of that first records and
I don't have any regrets about anything, erm
And I'm proud of myself for being me
Through out everything, erm
And I, I learnt valuable lesson and I
I got a lot stronger as a person, you know
I, you can't really knock me over with a feather anymore
You can still make me cry pretty eazy
But that's not a sign of weakness or anything
But I, I kinda feel like
Oh, you didn't have to be so sad about everything, you know
I mean in my head, my agenda was
Okay, you know, that that everyone was now gonna know me
And understand me, and be my friend
And I was gonna be able to
Walk into a room and not feel so shy
Because everyone was gonna know
What kind of person I was
And how I was feeling inside
So that was kind of what I was thinking about then
And uhm, it didn't turn out how I expected it to turn out
Because it was very difficult to find that
Instead of actually becoming very understood and excepted
I became so widely misunderstood for a while
And I feel so unexcepted
That uhm, it really screwed my head for a while
It really really did, I mean
I am a very very sensitive person
I was miserable and I'm not very
I'm not an extremely social creature
And I was definitely not want then, erm
And I was a very sad person then
And I was having a lot of trouble of handling things, erm
I, I look back and I would never want to go back to that period of time
Ever, hmm.
I don't have any regrets about anything, erm
And I'm proud of myself for being me
Through out everything, erm
And I, I learnt valuable lesson and I
I got a lot stronger as a person, you know
I, you can't really knock me over with a feather anymore
You can still make me cry pretty eazy
But that's not a sign of weakness or anything
But I, I kinda feel like
Oh, you didn't have to be so sad about everything, you know
I mean in my head, my agenda was
Okay, you know, that that everyone was now gonna know me
And understand me, and be my friend
And I was gonna be able to
Walk into a room and not feel so shy
Because everyone was gonna know
What kind of person I was
And how I was feeling inside
So that was kind of what I was thinking about then
And uhm, it didn't turn out how I expected it to turn out
Because it was very difficult to find that
Instead of actually becoming very understood and excepted
I became so widely misunderstood for a while
And I feel so unexcepted
That uhm, it really screwed my head for a while
It really really did, I mean
I am a very very sensitive person
I was miserable and I'm not very
I'm not an extremely social creature
And I was definitely not want then, erm
And I was a very sad person then
And I was having a lot of trouble of handling things, erm
I, I look back and I would never want to go back to that period of time
Ever, hmm.
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:00.28] I'm definitely proud of that first records and
[00:03.66] I don't have any regrets about anything, erm
[00:07.51] And I'm proud of myself for being me
[00:11.84] Through out everything, erm
[00:13.62] And I, I learnt valuable lesson and I
[00:16.77] I got a lot stronger as a person, you know
[00:20.20] I, you can't really knock me over with a feather anymore
[00:23.70] You can still make me cry pretty eazy
[00:25.30] But that's not a sign of weakness or anything
[00:29.22] But I, I kinda feel like
[00:31.23] Oh, you didn't have to be so sad about everything, you know
[00:35.09] I mean in my head, my agenda was
[00:39.05] Okay, you know, that that everyone was now gonna know me
[00:43.05] And understand me, and be my friend
[00:45.51] And I was gonna be able to
[00:47.29] Walk into a room and not feel so shy
[00:48.82] Because everyone was gonna know
[00:50.39] What kind of person I was
[00:51.65] And how I was feeling inside
[00:53.13] So that was kind of what I was thinking about then
[00:55.71] And uhm, it didn't turn out how I expected it to turn out
[01:00.32] Because it was very difficult to find that
[01:04.20] Instead of actually becoming very understood and excepted
[01:09.67] I became so widely misunderstood for a while
[01:13.76] And I feel so unexcepted
[01:16.04] That uhm, it really screwed my head for a while
[01:20.21] It really really did, I mean
[01:21.65] I am a very very sensitive person
[01:24.31] I was miserable and I'm not very
[01:27.58] I'm not an extremely social creature
[01:31.97] And I was definitely not want then, erm
[01:37.38] And I was a very sad person then
[01:40.74] And I was having a lot of trouble of handling things, erm
[01:46.38] I, I look back and I would never want to go back to that period of time
[01:52.12] Ever, hmm.
[01:52.95]
[00:03.66] I don't have any regrets about anything, erm
[00:07.51] And I'm proud of myself for being me
[00:11.84] Through out everything, erm
[00:13.62] And I, I learnt valuable lesson and I
[00:16.77] I got a lot stronger as a person, you know
[00:20.20] I, you can't really knock me over with a feather anymore
[00:23.70] You can still make me cry pretty eazy
[00:25.30] But that's not a sign of weakness or anything
[00:29.22] But I, I kinda feel like
[00:31.23] Oh, you didn't have to be so sad about everything, you know
[00:35.09] I mean in my head, my agenda was
[00:39.05] Okay, you know, that that everyone was now gonna know me
[00:43.05] And understand me, and be my friend
[00:45.51] And I was gonna be able to
[00:47.29] Walk into a room and not feel so shy
[00:48.82] Because everyone was gonna know
[00:50.39] What kind of person I was
[00:51.65] And how I was feeling inside
[00:53.13] So that was kind of what I was thinking about then
[00:55.71] And uhm, it didn't turn out how I expected it to turn out
[01:00.32] Because it was very difficult to find that
[01:04.20] Instead of actually becoming very understood and excepted
[01:09.67] I became so widely misunderstood for a while
[01:13.76] And I feel so unexcepted
[01:16.04] That uhm, it really screwed my head for a while
[01:20.21] It really really did, I mean
[01:21.65] I am a very very sensitive person
[01:24.31] I was miserable and I'm not very
[01:27.58] I'm not an extremely social creature
[01:31.97] And I was definitely not want then, erm
[01:37.38] And I was a very sad person then
[01:40.74] And I was having a lot of trouble of handling things, erm
[01:46.38] I, I look back and I would never want to go back to that period of time
[01:52.12] Ever, hmm.
[01:52.95]