Late Bloomer

I'm sitting outside
Drinking all alone
Is this all I want?
Is this all I know?
Will you forgive me when I'm a piece of shit?
Cause I'm nearly tired
Apologizing for it

Wake me up with your love
Sorry I suck but it's all I know
Forgive me when
I'm too spent
I'm still trying hard

You're always there when I need you
Always waiting for me
I cant help but feel guilty
That you have never been ignoring
The texts the calls that I put through to your phone
And All the nights that I've left you home all alone
The faces that we make and every single joke I
Take for granted without you I wouldn't have it
Remember that night I was up crying in bed
Thinking about where we go when we're dead
I never shed tears like that guess I'm still growing
I'm just afraid I'll lose these moments

Wake me up with your love
Sorry I suck but it's all I know
Forgive me when
I'm too spent
I'm still trying hard