The Many Faces Of Mental Chillness

Oh what's wrong with me?
I can't seem to buy it
I know I'm not good for any girl out there
She doesn't get me I'm just misunderstood
It's been days since I last saw her
In her brand new dress at the Oxygen Bar
I'm waiting to call her, as soon as I call her
I think I might even drive that far
To see her

Why are you so mean to me?
I love you and I hate you
I miss you then I forget you
You're a blessing and you're a curse
I hope we never marry
I hope we never see each other again

I lay awake in bed, can't stop my brain
I remember everything she says I know it's fucking lame
And I wanna stop obsessing over every little detail
But I think there's something sick in my head
Cause I can't get her smile out of my head
And after a while I just wanna be dead
So I won't have to worry about being alone again
I won't have to worry again
I won't have to worry again

And it's true that I still miss you
But I know you miss me too
And as much as I say that I want you to go away
We both don't want things to change
Change
We can't change our mistakes
So love me as I am cause I'm just a man and hey

Love is a stupid thing
Love makes us do stupid things
Love is a stupid thing
Love