cedar

[00:28.53] I'm living most of my whole life like I'm on a vacation
[00:35.86] Hoping my future will be proud of places I've been
[00:43.05] Starting to wonder if I'm even actually someone
[00:50.55] My actions don't seem to suggest that I've been anything
[00:57.50] I'm making a home here I never wanted
[01:04.66] My balance is constantly tipped on a lazy weigh station
[01:11.80] I'm passing the point of return on the cash that I spend
[01:19.09] I'm driving three hours to places I don't really matter
[01:26.26] But smiles keep distracting from truth that I'll never attend
[01:33.58] I'm making a home here I never wanted
[01:40.77] Running from places I don't wanna have to belong in
[01:47.92] I'm starting to forget when I wasn't here
[01:55.22] I'm desperate for shelter from truth that I feared
[02:02.47] I'm making a home here that I never wanted
[02:09.66] I wanna know what it feels to belong in
[02:24.14] I'm starting to feel like I might not be all that important
[02:31.36] It seems so relieving to not have a place I should be
[02:38.51] It feels like a blessing to know that you're actually no one
[02:45.76] The future is bleak but it's also never felt so free
[02:52.98] I'm making a home here I never wanted
[03:00.26] Running from places I don't wanna have to belong in
[03:07.45] I'm starting to forget when I wasn't here
[03:14.63] I'm desperate for shelter from truth that I fear
[03:21.84] I'm making a home here that I never wanted
[03:31.90] I wanna know what it feels to belong in
[03:47.08] I'm making a home here that I never wanted
[03:57.64] I wanna know what it feels to belong in
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