Mind Of My Own

[00:25.10] It's four o' clock
[00:26.19] The TV's on
[00:27.26] My mind is shut off and my own thoughts are gone
[00:30.54] I change the channel
[00:32.29] I change my mind
[00:33.49] I change my life I want to leave it all behind
[00:36.83] 'Cause I don't have a mind of my own
[00:39.30] I am influenced by everything I see
[00:42.96] And I can't help it now
[00:45.89] Everything in my life just thinks for me
[01:01.07] Can't help this habit I'm in love with my disease
[01:04.49] Worshiping my idle time a life I cannot seize
[01:07.14] Trapped by depression and I sleep all day
[01:10.00] But Zanax, Valium, Attavan makes it all ok!
[01:13.61] It's so much more than a cry for attention
[01:16.79] No loving hands can soothe this ache
[01:19.42] So much more than a war with the world
[01:22.12] It's my own degradation it's my own self hate
[01:26.30] I preach my pessimism
[01:28.83] Right out loud to anyone who'll listen
[01:32.45] I'm not afraid to be alive
[01:37.00] I'm afraid to be alone!
[01:51.82] Late at night my monsters find me
[01:56.62] From under the bed or right out of my past
[02:00.05] All alone with nobody to talk to
[02:02.72] Sanity gets put to the test
[02:06.06] I close my eyes but I'm still haunted
[02:09.20] Sometimes I get too twisted to sleep
[02:12.19] As all my world crumbles all around me
[02:15.05] Inspirations become admissions of defeat
[02:18.68] 'Cause I don't have a mind of my own
[02:21.59] I don't have a mind of my own
[02:24.45] I don't have a mind of my own
[02:27.84] Everything in my life just thinks for me
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