Betrayal/Forgiveness

[00:00.02] All that I ever wanted, to understand my nightmares, possessed by my fears, betrayed by my pride. Alone I wandered in the deepest dark, seeking comfort from the vanity, each time I escaped the real, my soul died, died a bit more. Confronting the evil within, praying for my angel to appear, agonized whisper into the emptiness, begging for salvation - salvation for this cursed mind. Words without meaning, touch without feeling, I do not recognize my own face. Eyes that were once shining, now extinguished, left only a silent cold. Sound of a tear falling down, in the desperate hour of loneliness, this shattered heart reaching, for it's relief - the relief it cannot find. Glance without affection, kiss without sensitivity, promise without comprehension, love without hope. I do not remember my own tale. Betrayed by my anger, betrayed by my delusions, betrayed by my lust... (I wish) Strength - to be released from my demons. (I desire) Wisdom - to forgive the past... To forgive me
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