Bi-Polar

[01:17.07] I haven't felt so alive in years
[01:23.57] The sun is shining down on me
[01:29.84] My eyes are welling up with tears
[01:36.27] Tears of joy, tears of ecstasy
[01:48.27] Emotions I once kept concealed
[01:55.48] Now flow freely like a river
[02:01.73] Life's great mysteries revealed
[02:08.13] Love's great promised delivered
[02:14.48] I hate my life I want to die
[02:17.17] I was just pretending all this time
[02:20.82] A mask I wear so I don't bare
[02:24.47] My soul to the cold, harsh world out there
[02:27.13] Try to prevail but only fail
[02:29.86] Each time on a grander and grander scale
[02:33.40] My life is worthless and so am I
[02:37.17] I hate my life I want to die
[02:46.13] The landscape rises to meet my feet
[02:52.56] The sky descends to fill my arms
[02:58.86] For once I finally feel complete
[03:06.11] For once I know I can't be harmed
[03:12.49] All I know is light and love
[03:17.83] I feel that I could live forever
[03:25.12] While others' troubles seem to grow
[03:31.47] I have no problems whatsoever
[03:37.82] I hate my life I want to die
[03:40.53] I was just pretending all this time
[03:44.14] A mask I wear so I don't bare
[03:46.83] My soul to the cold, harsh world out there
[03:50.49] Try to prevail but only fail
[03:53.19] Each time on a grander and grander scale
[03:56.89] My life is worthless and so am I
[04:00.46] I hate my life I want to die
[04:09.46] The epiphany that came to fall
[04:15.83] Finally helped me reconcile
[04:23.04] What I felt wasn't joy at all
[04:29.34] All this time it was just denial
[04:34.82] I hate my life I want to die
[04:38.47] I was just pretending all this time
[04:41.18] A mask I wear so I don't bare
[04:44.70] My soul to the cold, harsh world out there
[04:47.44] Try to prevail but only fail
[04:51.00] Each time on a grander and grander scale
[04:53.97] My life is worthless and so am I
[04:57.56] I hate my life I want to die
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