Janie

[00:09.04] Why do I feel like I'm always
[00:12.01] Gonna get it right next time,
[00:13.07] When every time I open my eyes
[00:16.01] I repeat the same shit that makes
[00:17.12] Me lose at everything I do.
[00:21.14] Every time I try to do good
[00:25.14] I'm made a fool,
[00:28.11] A fucking cesspool of lies,
[00:31.15] But in my head I think they're true.
[00:44.28] I think it's time I clear my mind,
[00:46.23] And fess up for everytime I've lied.
[00:48.26] But not tonight, there's not enough time.
[00:51.25] I'd rather just get high and write down
[00:53.29] All the times I've been this low,
[00:57.22] And all the shit I've put you through.
[01:01.26] You'll never know
[01:03.27] I'm a selfish imbecile.
[01:06.35] You don't love me,
[01:08.36] You love what I say to you.
[01:11.30] I fucking hate myself,
[01:12.37] I hate my friends.
[01:13.33] I hate my job, I hate everything but you.
[01:17.30] I fucking hate myself,
[01:18.37] I hate my friends.
[01:19.45] I hate my job, I hate everything but you.
[01:29.42] This is why I can not tell you what you deserve to know.
[01:35.40] If you leave I swear I'll end it all right here.
[01:40.45] Do you really want me to?
[01:43.51] I just don't know what the fuck else I should do.
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