A Letter To Everyone Who's Hurt Me
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โฑ๏ธ 3:48 duration
๐ ID: 2240835
๐ Lyrics
I thought it was normal to watch your parents fight
It taught me dysfunction was just part of life
That love's just a word that we use to excuse our mistakes
Now I can't tell if I'm afraid or just jaded
I guess I'm just scared to end up the way they did
How do I unlearn the ways I deal with pain when that was all they taught me?
To everyone I've loved who's let me down
Let this letter hold what I can't say out loud
What do I owe you for who I became?
Should I say "thank you" or curse your name?
Do I give you credit or all of the blame?
'Cause growth and pain always feel the same
Feel the same
Feel the same
I try to avoid it when I meet somebody new
I fall for the same shit that I did with you
'Cause there's comfort in chaos and that's why I kept you around, uh-huh
It's insane to me that this could be the medicine and the disease
A cigarette that's killin' me, yet I still wanna breathe in
I keep tryin' to wash off the smell, but it's stuck on my skin
What do I owe you for who I became?
Should I say "thank you" or curse your name?
Do I give you credit or all of the blame?
'Cause growth and pain always feel the same
I wanted to fix this, I thought we could change
But when will I learn that's a damn mistake?
And I'll keep on givin' 'til my body breaks
'Cause growth and pain always feel the same
Feel the same, feel the same, feel the same, oh
I know it's not your fault
But I don't know who to blame, oh-oh (oh-oh)
Growth and pain, growth and pain (oh-oh), growth and pain
They feel the same (oh-oh), feel the same, feel the same
Still don't know the difference, I hope that can change
'Cause love and hate, they still feel the same
Feel the same
It taught me dysfunction was just part of life
That love's just a word that we use to excuse our mistakes
Now I can't tell if I'm afraid or just jaded
I guess I'm just scared to end up the way they did
How do I unlearn the ways I deal with pain when that was all they taught me?
To everyone I've loved who's let me down
Let this letter hold what I can't say out loud
What do I owe you for who I became?
Should I say "thank you" or curse your name?
Do I give you credit or all of the blame?
'Cause growth and pain always feel the same
Feel the same
Feel the same
I try to avoid it when I meet somebody new
I fall for the same shit that I did with you
'Cause there's comfort in chaos and that's why I kept you around, uh-huh
It's insane to me that this could be the medicine and the disease
A cigarette that's killin' me, yet I still wanna breathe in
I keep tryin' to wash off the smell, but it's stuck on my skin
What do I owe you for who I became?
Should I say "thank you" or curse your name?
Do I give you credit or all of the blame?
'Cause growth and pain always feel the same
I wanted to fix this, I thought we could change
But when will I learn that's a damn mistake?
And I'll keep on givin' 'til my body breaks
'Cause growth and pain always feel the same
Feel the same, feel the same, feel the same, oh
I know it's not your fault
But I don't know who to blame, oh-oh (oh-oh)
Growth and pain, growth and pain (oh-oh), growth and pain
They feel the same (oh-oh), feel the same, feel the same
Still don't know the difference, I hope that can change
'Cause love and hate, they still feel the same
Feel the same
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:16.70] I thought it was normal to watch your parents fight
[00:20.34] It taught me dysfunction was just part of life
[00:24.90] That love's just a word that we use to excuse our mistakes
[00:32.72] Now I can't tell if I'm afraid or just jaded
[00:37.23] I guess I'm just scared to end up the way they did
[00:42.04] How do I unlearn the ways I deal with pain when that was all they taught me?
[00:49.44] To everyone I've loved who's let me down
[00:55.51] Let this letter hold what I can't say out loud
[01:04.27] What do I owe you for who I became?
[01:08.29] Should I say "thank you" or curse your name?
[01:12.46] Do I give you credit or all of the blame?
[01:16.00] 'Cause growth and pain always feel the same
[01:20.17] Feel the same
[01:24.86] Feel the same
[01:28.28] I try to avoid it when I meet somebody new
[01:32.44] I fall for the same shit that I did with you
[01:36.92] 'Cause there's comfort in chaos and that's why I kept you around, uh-huh
[01:45.02] It's insane to me that this could be the medicine and the disease
[01:49.48] A cigarette that's killin' me, yet I still wanna breathe in
[01:54.47] I keep tryin' to wash off the smell, but it's stuck on my skin
[02:00.14] What do I owe you for who I became?
[02:04.46] Should I say "thank you" or curse your name?
[02:08.25] Do I give you credit or all of the blame?
[02:12.04] 'Cause growth and pain always feel the same
[02:16.20] I wanted to fix this, I thought we could change
[02:20.56] But when will I learn that's a damn mistake?
[02:24.42] And I'll keep on givin' 'til my body breaks
[02:28.07] 'Cause growth and pain always feel the same
[02:32.23] Feel the same, feel the same, feel the same, oh
[02:45.69]
[02:50.08] I know it's not your fault
[02:54.31] But I don't know who to blame, oh-oh (oh-oh)
[03:06.54] Growth and pain, growth and pain (oh-oh), growth and pain
[03:12.72] They feel the same (oh-oh), feel the same, feel the same
[03:20.91] Still don't know the difference, I hope that can change
[03:23.86] 'Cause love and hate, they still feel the same
[03:29.26] Feel the same
[03:31.26]
[00:20.34] It taught me dysfunction was just part of life
[00:24.90] That love's just a word that we use to excuse our mistakes
[00:32.72] Now I can't tell if I'm afraid or just jaded
[00:37.23] I guess I'm just scared to end up the way they did
[00:42.04] How do I unlearn the ways I deal with pain when that was all they taught me?
[00:49.44] To everyone I've loved who's let me down
[00:55.51] Let this letter hold what I can't say out loud
[01:04.27] What do I owe you for who I became?
[01:08.29] Should I say "thank you" or curse your name?
[01:12.46] Do I give you credit or all of the blame?
[01:16.00] 'Cause growth and pain always feel the same
[01:20.17] Feel the same
[01:24.86] Feel the same
[01:28.28] I try to avoid it when I meet somebody new
[01:32.44] I fall for the same shit that I did with you
[01:36.92] 'Cause there's comfort in chaos and that's why I kept you around, uh-huh
[01:45.02] It's insane to me that this could be the medicine and the disease
[01:49.48] A cigarette that's killin' me, yet I still wanna breathe in
[01:54.47] I keep tryin' to wash off the smell, but it's stuck on my skin
[02:00.14] What do I owe you for who I became?
[02:04.46] Should I say "thank you" or curse your name?
[02:08.25] Do I give you credit or all of the blame?
[02:12.04] 'Cause growth and pain always feel the same
[02:16.20] I wanted to fix this, I thought we could change
[02:20.56] But when will I learn that's a damn mistake?
[02:24.42] And I'll keep on givin' 'til my body breaks
[02:28.07] 'Cause growth and pain always feel the same
[02:32.23] Feel the same, feel the same, feel the same, oh
[02:45.69]
[02:50.08] I know it's not your fault
[02:54.31] But I don't know who to blame, oh-oh (oh-oh)
[03:06.54] Growth and pain, growth and pain (oh-oh), growth and pain
[03:12.72] They feel the same (oh-oh), feel the same, feel the same
[03:20.91] Still don't know the difference, I hope that can change
[03:23.86] 'Cause love and hate, they still feel the same
[03:29.26] Feel the same
[03:31.26]