I Am Ashamed

I played the piper for vipers
In their lair, I've been chained
Sating, desire, fuelling their fire
Biting into my veins
He pulls out a lighter, calling me a liar
I'm not the saviour they proclaimed
He smokes, gets higher, eyes like spiders
Filling me with disdain
Hands like wires, finding me a buyer
My face black & blue with pain
The pimp says "your tighter, you've never looked riper"
And now I am ashamed

I am ashamеd
I am ashamed
I am ashamed
I am ashamed

Shе makes it last, tear heaven in half
Oh she's sacred and profane
Slave to flesh, mark on her breasts
I say "are you not entertained"
The words on the script, left on her wrists
Just a sweet taste of pain
Stuck in my ways, with her frozen gaze
I call hell by her name
We've swallowed these lies, we're truly alive
And now the pleasure fades
The thrill is over, starting to get sober
And now I am ashamed

I am ashamed
I am ashamed
I am ashamed
I am ashamed