Heavenly Father

[00:22.25] Yeah, now everybody tellin' me a lie
[00:26.58] Lordy, give me somethin' for my soul
[00:29.22] See, I don't wanna think of suicide
[00:32.12] So please don't take the lockey off my door
[00:34.94] See, I been tired of fuckin' all these girls
[00:38.28] And I've been tired of spendin' all my dough
[00:41.03] And if I give my story to the world
[00:43.80] I wonder if they'd book me for a show
[00:47.02] See you can't handle pressure on your own
[00:49.93] So why you carry boulder by yourself?
[00:52.78] The story's storyteller tell it wrong
[00:55.57] And glorify the horror and the wealth
[00:58.95] My mama call me, tell me, "Comey home"
[01:01.79] And I just need some guidance in my steps
[01:04.63] I know I'm not the only one alone
[01:07.57] I know I'm not the only one that felt
[01:10.96] Heavenly Father, why are you so far away? (Oh, I think I'm falling)
[01:16.75] Heavenly Father, why are you so far away? (Oh, I think I'm falling)
[01:22.33] Heavenly Father, why are you so far away? (Oh, I think I'm falling)
[01:28.35] Heavenly Father, why are you so far away? (Oh, I think I'm-)
[01:33.44] Yeah
[01:34.50] Now, I'm prayin' that I make it 25
[01:37.46] Baby, call a doctor for my health
[01:40.37] And "no" is kinda hard to say to drugs
[01:43.11] 'Cause I been havin' problems with myself
[01:46.48] And I been askin' questions, where the love?
[01:49.25] And they don't give me answers, just a check
[01:52.01] And they don't know my issues as a child
[01:54.93] 'Cause I was busy cuttin' on myself
[01:58.21] And hangin' from the playground wasn't wrong
[02:00.97] Until you got a ropey on your neck
[02:03.89] And I been losin' more than just my mind
[02:07.29] Gatherin' what's left of self-respect
[02:10.09] And Daddy, why you call me while you drunk?
[02:12.92] And why you never love me when I need it?
[02:15.73] And I don't wanna be like you no more
[02:18.98] And I been tryna cope, I'm gettin' weeded
[02:21.85] Heavenly Father, why are you so far away? (Oh, I think I'm falling)
[02:27.94] Heavenly Father, why are you so far away? (Oh, I think I'm falling)
[02:33.50] Heavenly Father, why are you so far away? (Oh, I think I'm falling)
[02:39.79] Heavenly Father, why are you so far away? (Oh, I think I'm-)
[02:43.92] Yeah, look, ayy
[02:45.98] I smoke too much, the problems of a 20-somethin'
[02:49.35] I drink too often, there's liquor pourin' from the faucet
[02:52.32] You would assume from followin' the tunes (yeah)
[02:54.61] That I'm doomed to die young, addicted to dry plum
[02:57.72] These bitches ain't shit, and pussy is my greatest vice
[03:00.99] I love smokin' weed, I hate advice
[03:04.27] I know some niggas that talk good, the wise men
[03:06.75] From a long line of bitch-made and brides-men (ooh, ooh)
[03:09.64] You never had nothin' but fuckin' dreams
[03:12.41] You just caught up in the hype, the fashion, and so it seems
[03:15.35] The limelight, I know that I rhyme tight
[03:17.50] No need for your two cents and burnin' your blueprints
[03:20.48] These people think I really give a fuck about the shit they give a fuck about
[03:24.56] Just need a moment of silence, just close your fuckin' mouth
[03:27.38] Infatuated with violence, gun in my fuckin' mouth
[03:30.44] So you don't know that I'm serious, know what I'm talkin' 'bout?
[03:33.48] Like, you got punchlines for days
[03:36.02] So generic your flow, you too cold, you aged
[03:39.06] Uh, you got punchlines for days
[03:41.96] So generic your flow, you too cold, you aged
[03:45.31] Yeah, and I'm so misrepresented
[03:47.65] By niggas that claim trill and they souls was never in it, like
[03:51.26] Yeah, and I'm so misrepresented
[03:53.53] By niggas that claim trill, they souls was never in it, like
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