Artist's Rendering of Me

With all my said unsaids
I could never swallow
The idea of a happy ending
As another day's memory dies
As I'm made to smile
These lifeless days
Have left me with an empty heart
Another wounded memory dies
I could never swallow your false ideals
Of a lifeless happy ending
I could never swallow your false ideals
Of a lifeless happy ending
I could never swallow your false ideals
Of a lifeless happy ending

How could words slit my wrists and doors close
How could words slit my wrists and doors close

Present day heart felt moments
Killed by a slap to the hand
Another wounded memory dies
Poisonous screams with messages
Not thought of when released
Present day heart felt moments
Killed by a slap to the hand
Present day heart felt moments
Killed by a slap to the hand
Another wounded memory dies
Poisonous screams with messages
Not thought of when released

I could never swallow your false ideals
Of a lifeless happy ending
Another day here, another memory dies
Another day here, another memory dies