Idée Fixe
🎵 1630 characters
⏱️ 3:21 duration
🆔 ID: 15427753
📜 Lyrics
Splintering into the very fibers
Of who I once was
I'm disappearing like a fog
It isn't easy to recognize me
I was born from the dirt
To dirt is where I will return
This is self medicated therapy
This is who I never wanted to be
Smoked out by the thief in me
I stole my own, own future I
I stole my own path to survival I
I stole my own, own future I
I sold every part of me
To something empty
Let me take a hit for the last time
There's something 'bout it
I can't deny
I get that feeling in my bones
It's just too hard to let go
Let me take a sip for the last time
There's something 'bout it
I can't deny
Withdrawals are creeping and
I guess this means I lose again
Countless times of hanging
My head in shame
I'm torn up by the lie
'Lets live it up'
I've got nothing, got nothing
To move on when the sun comes up
Countless times of tying
The noose again
I'm torn up by the lie
'Lets live it up'
I breathe nothing, mean nothing
To anyone but I just can't stop
I give up
Break me
A hundred times and
A hundred more
I want this but I need you more
Hear me
I may speak with
A weak voice
But your power shines through
My weakness
This is my final cry for help
God guide me through
This salted path
You're the only who hasn't left
You're the only one that I have left
Please hear me
Let me take a hit for the last time
There's something 'bout it
I can't deny
I get that feeling in my bones
It's just too hard to let go
Let me take a sip for the last time
There's something 'bout it
I can't deny
Withdrawals are creeping and
I guess this means I lose again
Don't take that hit when you
Said you've quit
Don't take that, don't take that
Of who I once was
I'm disappearing like a fog
It isn't easy to recognize me
I was born from the dirt
To dirt is where I will return
This is self medicated therapy
This is who I never wanted to be
Smoked out by the thief in me
I stole my own, own future I
I stole my own path to survival I
I stole my own, own future I
I sold every part of me
To something empty
Let me take a hit for the last time
There's something 'bout it
I can't deny
I get that feeling in my bones
It's just too hard to let go
Let me take a sip for the last time
There's something 'bout it
I can't deny
Withdrawals are creeping and
I guess this means I lose again
Countless times of hanging
My head in shame
I'm torn up by the lie
'Lets live it up'
I've got nothing, got nothing
To move on when the sun comes up
Countless times of tying
The noose again
I'm torn up by the lie
'Lets live it up'
I breathe nothing, mean nothing
To anyone but I just can't stop
I give up
Break me
A hundred times and
A hundred more
I want this but I need you more
Hear me
I may speak with
A weak voice
But your power shines through
My weakness
This is my final cry for help
God guide me through
This salted path
You're the only who hasn't left
You're the only one that I have left
Please hear me
Let me take a hit for the last time
There's something 'bout it
I can't deny
I get that feeling in my bones
It's just too hard to let go
Let me take a sip for the last time
There's something 'bout it
I can't deny
Withdrawals are creeping and
I guess this means I lose again
Don't take that hit when you
Said you've quit
Don't take that, don't take that
⏱️ Synced Lyrics
[00:09.83] Splintering into the very fibers
[00:13.60] Of who I once was
[00:15.07] I'm disappearing like a fog
[00:17.15] It isn't easy to recognize me
[00:19.12] I was born from the dirt
[00:20.70] To dirt is where I will return
[00:24.55] This is self medicated therapy
[00:27.01] This is who I never wanted to be
[00:29.47] Smoked out by the thief in me
[00:35.01] I stole my own, own future I
[00:40.66] I stole my own path to survival I
[00:46.28] I stole my own, own future I
[00:51.79] I sold every part of me
[00:55.27] To something empty
[01:01.60] Let me take a hit for the last time
[01:04.84] There's something 'bout it
[01:06.41] I can't deny
[01:07.81] I get that feeling in my bones
[01:10.08] It's just too hard to let go
[01:12.50] Let me take a sip for the last time
[01:15.46] There's something 'bout it
[01:16.95] I can't deny
[01:18.35] Withdrawals are creeping and
[01:20.36] I guess this means I lose again
[01:28.58] Countless times of hanging
[01:30.42] My head in shame
[01:31.52] I'm torn up by the lie
[01:32.83] 'Lets live it up'
[01:33.98] I've got nothing, got nothing
[01:36.23] To move on when the sun comes up
[01:39.50] Countless times of tying
[01:40.82] The noose again
[01:42.23] I'm torn up by the lie
[01:43.58] 'Lets live it up'
[01:44.77] I breathe nothing, mean nothing
[01:47.45] To anyone but I just can't stop
[01:49.89] I give up
[01:57.73] Break me
[01:58.97] A hundred times and
[01:59.86] A hundred more
[02:01.05] I want this but I need you more
[02:08.43] Hear me
[02:09.45] I may speak with
[02:10.84] A weak voice
[02:11.50] But your power shines through
[02:12.56] My weakness
[02:19.47] This is my final cry for help
[02:21.91] God guide me through
[02:23.08] This salted path
[02:25.05] You're the only who hasn't left
[02:26.91] You're the only one that I have left
[02:28.73] Please hear me
[02:30.21] Let me take a hit for the last time
[02:32.77] There's something 'bout it
[02:34.99] I can't deny
[02:35.79] I get that feeling in my bones
[02:37.99] It's just too hard to let go
[02:40.62] Let me take a sip for the last time
[02:43.73] There's something 'bout it
[02:44.98] I can't deny
[02:46.25] Withdrawals are creeping and
[02:48.24] I guess this means I lose again
[02:51.20] Don't take that hit when you
[02:52.89] Said you've quit
[02:54.12] Don't take that, don't take that
[03:13.38]
[00:13.60] Of who I once was
[00:15.07] I'm disappearing like a fog
[00:17.15] It isn't easy to recognize me
[00:19.12] I was born from the dirt
[00:20.70] To dirt is where I will return
[00:24.55] This is self medicated therapy
[00:27.01] This is who I never wanted to be
[00:29.47] Smoked out by the thief in me
[00:35.01] I stole my own, own future I
[00:40.66] I stole my own path to survival I
[00:46.28] I stole my own, own future I
[00:51.79] I sold every part of me
[00:55.27] To something empty
[01:01.60] Let me take a hit for the last time
[01:04.84] There's something 'bout it
[01:06.41] I can't deny
[01:07.81] I get that feeling in my bones
[01:10.08] It's just too hard to let go
[01:12.50] Let me take a sip for the last time
[01:15.46] There's something 'bout it
[01:16.95] I can't deny
[01:18.35] Withdrawals are creeping and
[01:20.36] I guess this means I lose again
[01:28.58] Countless times of hanging
[01:30.42] My head in shame
[01:31.52] I'm torn up by the lie
[01:32.83] 'Lets live it up'
[01:33.98] I've got nothing, got nothing
[01:36.23] To move on when the sun comes up
[01:39.50] Countless times of tying
[01:40.82] The noose again
[01:42.23] I'm torn up by the lie
[01:43.58] 'Lets live it up'
[01:44.77] I breathe nothing, mean nothing
[01:47.45] To anyone but I just can't stop
[01:49.89] I give up
[01:57.73] Break me
[01:58.97] A hundred times and
[01:59.86] A hundred more
[02:01.05] I want this but I need you more
[02:08.43] Hear me
[02:09.45] I may speak with
[02:10.84] A weak voice
[02:11.50] But your power shines through
[02:12.56] My weakness
[02:19.47] This is my final cry for help
[02:21.91] God guide me through
[02:23.08] This salted path
[02:25.05] You're the only who hasn't left
[02:26.91] You're the only one that I have left
[02:28.73] Please hear me
[02:30.21] Let me take a hit for the last time
[02:32.77] There's something 'bout it
[02:34.99] I can't deny
[02:35.79] I get that feeling in my bones
[02:37.99] It's just too hard to let go
[02:40.62] Let me take a sip for the last time
[02:43.73] There's something 'bout it
[02:44.98] I can't deny
[02:46.25] Withdrawals are creeping and
[02:48.24] I guess this means I lose again
[02:51.20] Don't take that hit when you
[02:52.89] Said you've quit
[02:54.12] Don't take that, don't take that
[03:13.38]