Empty Mirror

Is the sentiment lost or am I just afraid?
It's not as if I had a choice in the first place
Tragic passenger unable to escape
The momentum of mistakes that I didn't make
The momentum of mistakes that I didn't make
Is the sentiment lost or am I just afraid?

Inherited inner dissonance
I lack the strength to end it all
And the will to live
I've lost so much
Fallen out of touch
Can't close the door
Just fucking string me up

It's like looking in an empty mirror
A ghost stands in my place
If instead I saw her
Fuck, I'd rather suffocatе
Fuck, I'd rather suffocate

After еverything I've been through
I'd suffer again to deserve you
I thought that I'd moved on
But now I see I'm burning
The fire in this house is too hot

Sleep in silence
And when you wake you're inside a garden grown to die in

This existence is exhausting
Let me fall asleep
Let me fall asleep

Always left unsure
Can't share myself with you
Mend in isolation
It's all I ever knew

In this moment I have to choose
To let myself begin or lose

Always left unsure
Can't share myself with you
Mend in isolation
It's all I ever knew

In this moment I have to choose
To let myself begin or lose
(After everything I've been through)
To let myself begin or lose
(I'd suffer again to deserve you)
To let myself begin or lose