I Hope it Haunts You
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โฑ๏ธ 4:17 duration
๐ ID: 14870111
๐ Lyrics
Escapism is my tenured friend
Taking me somewhere else again
Where every fucking thing that flashes through my mind
Isn't just to remind me of a worse time
Trying to fix my mental state
To not insist on such a dreadful fate
In search of feeling alive I die each day
In search of feeling alive
This is me self-admitting how close I am to quitting
Self-medication is all I can do
When my mind needs soothed
I hope others relate but I also don't
I hope something's left for me but I also I doubt
I hope it fucking haunts you everyday
I hope it lingers in your memory
If I had even chose to stay
And I pass that exit everyday
Wondering if I should change my way
I hope it haunts you when you hear my name
I hope it haunts you through your day-to-day
I hope that you can feel the way I did when you left that day
I hope it haunts you
In search of feeling alive I die each day
(I hope it haunts you)
In search of feeling alive I die each day
(I hope it haunts you)
How do I want my finally to end?
Escapism is my only way to mend
This is me knowing that I should self-admit
But afraid of the process that goes with it
Wish I could be strong for myself
Because I would tell anyone else
That they should take care of themselves
But I can't even convince myself
I hope it haunts you when you see my face
(I hope it haunts you)
I hope it haunts you unforgivingly
(I hope it haunts you)
I hope you think about the way
You left me to decay
I hope it haunts you
In search of feeling alive I die each day
(I hope it haunts you)
In search of feeling alive I die each day
(I hope it haunts you)
In search of feeling alive I die each day
Taking me somewhere else again
Where every fucking thing that flashes through my mind
Isn't just to remind me of a worse time
Trying to fix my mental state
To not insist on such a dreadful fate
In search of feeling alive I die each day
In search of feeling alive
This is me self-admitting how close I am to quitting
Self-medication is all I can do
When my mind needs soothed
I hope others relate but I also don't
I hope something's left for me but I also I doubt
I hope it fucking haunts you everyday
I hope it lingers in your memory
If I had even chose to stay
And I pass that exit everyday
Wondering if I should change my way
I hope it haunts you when you hear my name
I hope it haunts you through your day-to-day
I hope that you can feel the way I did when you left that day
I hope it haunts you
In search of feeling alive I die each day
(I hope it haunts you)
In search of feeling alive I die each day
(I hope it haunts you)
How do I want my finally to end?
Escapism is my only way to mend
This is me knowing that I should self-admit
But afraid of the process that goes with it
Wish I could be strong for myself
Because I would tell anyone else
That they should take care of themselves
But I can't even convince myself
I hope it haunts you when you see my face
(I hope it haunts you)
I hope it haunts you unforgivingly
(I hope it haunts you)
I hope you think about the way
You left me to decay
I hope it haunts you
In search of feeling alive I die each day
(I hope it haunts you)
In search of feeling alive I die each day
(I hope it haunts you)
In search of feeling alive I die each day
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:11.26] Escapism is my tenured friend
[00:16.56] Taking me somewhere else again
[00:21.59] Where every fucking thing that flashes through my mind
[00:25.52] Isn't just to remind me of a worse time
[00:32.78] Trying to fix my mental state
[00:36.58] To not insist on such a dreadful fate
[00:45.36] In search of feeling alive I die each day
[00:53.32]
[00:55.43] In search of feeling alive
[01:01.63] This is me self-admitting how close I am to quitting
[01:06.84] Self-medication is all I can do
[01:09.88] When my mind needs soothed
[01:11.95] I hope others relate but I also don't
[01:16.99] I hope something's left for me but I also I doubt
[01:23.61]
[01:27.08] I hope it fucking haunts you everyday
[01:32.13] I hope it lingers in your memory
[01:37.16] If I had even chose to stay
[01:42.40] And I pass that exit everyday
[01:45.47] Wondering if I should change my way
[01:50.35]
[01:57.58] I hope it haunts you when you hear my name
[02:02.71] I hope it haunts you through your day-to-day
[02:07.67] I hope that you can feel the way I did when you left that day
[02:16.80] I hope it haunts you
[02:22.25] In search of feeling alive I die each day
[02:27.34] (I hope it haunts you)
[02:31.96] In search of feeling alive I die each day
[02:37.68] (I hope it haunts you)
[02:39.17] How do I want my finally to end?
[02:44.14] Escapism is my only way to mend
[02:49.07] This is me knowing that I should self-admit
[02:52.17] But afraid of the process that goes with it
[02:54.98] Wish I could be strong for myself
[02:57.03] Because I would tell anyone else
[02:59.73] That they should take care of themselves
[03:02.58] But I can't even convince myself
[03:09.36] I hope it haunts you when you see my face
[03:12.92] (I hope it haunts you)
[03:14.67] I hope it haunts you unforgivingly
[03:17.82] (I hope it haunts you)
[03:19.76] I hope you think about the way
[03:22.50] You left me to decay
[03:27.77] I hope it haunts you
[03:34.28]
[03:37.83] In search of feeling alive I die each day
[03:45.46] (I hope it haunts you)
[03:48.56] In search of feeling alive I die each day
[03:55.71] (I hope it haunts you)
[03:58.69] In search of feeling alive I die each day
[04:10.03]
[00:16.56] Taking me somewhere else again
[00:21.59] Where every fucking thing that flashes through my mind
[00:25.52] Isn't just to remind me of a worse time
[00:32.78] Trying to fix my mental state
[00:36.58] To not insist on such a dreadful fate
[00:45.36] In search of feeling alive I die each day
[00:53.32]
[00:55.43] In search of feeling alive
[01:01.63] This is me self-admitting how close I am to quitting
[01:06.84] Self-medication is all I can do
[01:09.88] When my mind needs soothed
[01:11.95] I hope others relate but I also don't
[01:16.99] I hope something's left for me but I also I doubt
[01:23.61]
[01:27.08] I hope it fucking haunts you everyday
[01:32.13] I hope it lingers in your memory
[01:37.16] If I had even chose to stay
[01:42.40] And I pass that exit everyday
[01:45.47] Wondering if I should change my way
[01:50.35]
[01:57.58] I hope it haunts you when you hear my name
[02:02.71] I hope it haunts you through your day-to-day
[02:07.67] I hope that you can feel the way I did when you left that day
[02:16.80] I hope it haunts you
[02:22.25] In search of feeling alive I die each day
[02:27.34] (I hope it haunts you)
[02:31.96] In search of feeling alive I die each day
[02:37.68] (I hope it haunts you)
[02:39.17] How do I want my finally to end?
[02:44.14] Escapism is my only way to mend
[02:49.07] This is me knowing that I should self-admit
[02:52.17] But afraid of the process that goes with it
[02:54.98] Wish I could be strong for myself
[02:57.03] Because I would tell anyone else
[02:59.73] That they should take care of themselves
[03:02.58] But I can't even convince myself
[03:09.36] I hope it haunts you when you see my face
[03:12.92] (I hope it haunts you)
[03:14.67] I hope it haunts you unforgivingly
[03:17.82] (I hope it haunts you)
[03:19.76] I hope you think about the way
[03:22.50] You left me to decay
[03:27.77] I hope it haunts you
[03:34.28]
[03:37.83] In search of feeling alive I die each day
[03:45.46] (I hope it haunts you)
[03:48.56] In search of feeling alive I die each day
[03:55.71] (I hope it haunts you)
[03:58.69] In search of feeling alive I die each day
[04:10.03]