Scared of Getting What I Want

[00:03.07] I'm so scared of getting what I want
[00:08.81] I'm so scared of seeing where it leads
[00:14.56] I'm so scared of getting what I want
[00:20.18] Scared that it's not really what I need
[00:26.79] I've been in a three day funk
[00:28.67] Under the summer sun, watchin' the palm trees sway
[00:32.30] My mom was asking how I was, but she means
[00:34.93] "How is stuff?" And it's all going great
[00:38.31] And I'm on the rooftop, I'm not gonna jump
[00:40.81] I was joking, today was just too long
[00:44.28] I wrote a new song, but it didn't heal
[00:46.50] Didn't feel half as real as it used to
[00:49.25] I'm so scared of getting what I want
[00:55.15] I'm so scared of seeing where it leads
[01:00.85] I'm so scared of getting what I want
[01:06.45] Scared that it's not really what I need
[01:12.08] Well, I've been in a three day funk
[01:14.82] Or has it been a month? It's kinda hard to say (hard to say)
[01:18.72] I remember 21
[01:20.53] Blew all my money on a trip to see L.A. (see L.A.)
[01:24.48] Now, I'm at the penthouse, friend of a friend's
[01:27.03] So, I guess by extension, we're friends now (by extension, we're friends now)
[01:30.50] Ain't it a let down?
[01:31.92] All of the years to be here just to feel like I'm left out (feel like I'm left out)
[01:35.63] I'm so scared of getting what I want
[01:41.38] I'm so scared of seeing where it leads, oh
[01:47.17] I'm so scared of getting what I want
[01:52.75] Scared that it's not really what I need (scared that it's not really what I need)
[01:58.59] And I'm so scared I'm gonna fuck it up
[02:04.43] Every night I'm sweating through the sheets, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
[02:10.37] I'm so scared of getting what I want
[02:15.86] Scared that it's not really what I need
[02:19.85] It's not really what I need
[02:25.63] It's not really what I need
[02:31.35] So, what is it that I need?
[02:37.15] So, what is it that I need?
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