Rest of my Life

Kinda lookin' forward to the rest of my life
My life, my life, my life
Tried to close the curtains but it wasn't the time
The time, the time, my time
My mind gets lost and wanders too far
I wonder where all the people are
My thoughts always leave me all alone
I'm not close to the phone, so don't call
I've got bitter habits that I can't seem to break
Like my father and my mother, overflowing with hate
But unlike the ones before me, love is hidden away
I'm not lookin' to share no hate
(I'm looking forward to the rest of my life)
Kinda lookin' forward to the rest of my life
My life, my life, my life
Tried to close the curtain but it wasn't the time
The time, the time, my time
I wish I knew myself pretty well (I wish I knew myself)
But these days I'm a stranger to self (But these days I'm a stranger)
The world around me's burnin' in hell (The world around me's burnin')
But I'll wait until my farewell (Farewell)
I've got nasty habits that I can't seem to break
Mama taught me to be spiteful
Daddy full of blind hate
But unlike the ones before me, love is hidden away
I'm lookin' forward to today
(I've got bitter habits that I can't seem to break)
(I'm looking forward to the rest of)
Kinda lookin' forward to the rest of my life (Kinda lookin' forward)
My life, my life, my life (to the rest of my life)
Tried to close the curtains, but it wasn't the time
The time, the time, my time (It wasn't my time)
Kinda lookin' forward to the rest of my life (Kinda lookin' forward)
My life, my life, my life (to the rest of my life)
Tried to close the curtains, but it wasn't the time
The time, the time, my time (It wasn't the right time)
Kinda lookin' forward to the rest of my life
(I'm looking forward to the rest of)
I just wanna feel love for the rest of my life
My life, my life, my life