Mellowed

[00:09.48] Tunnel vision is slowly setting in
[00:16.53] Blocking out what should be letting in, letting in
[00:27.22] 11 years of seeing through alcoholic eyes
[00:37.93] Nothing here at all but lows disguised as highs
[00:47.28] Days, I don't remember now, fitting in and blacking out
[00:56.73] Falling up and spiraling down and down and then
[01:03.80] It's down again and up again
[01:13.52] I've mellowed but it's taken so much time
[01:28.23] Never needed to think that I was thin
[01:33.98] Anyway, would I wish it on you now? I'm so fucked up
[01:46.77] Lay down pacified and completely compromised
[01:53.65] Nothing left inside but memories of lies
[02:03.09] Days, I don't remember now of fitting in and falling out
[02:12.83] Falling up and spiraling down and down and then
[02:19.27] It's down again but up again
[02:27.86] I'm sorry but it doesn't matter now
[02:52.05] 11 years of seeing through alcoholic eyes
[02:55.63] Nothing here at all but lows disguised as highs
[03:08.25] Days, I don't remember now, fitting in and blacking out
[03:17.54] Falling up and spiraling down and down and then
[03:25.40] It's down again but up again
[03:33.86] I've mellowed but it's taken so much time
[03:46.47] So much time, so much time, so much time
[04:03.21] So much time, so much time, so much time
[04:14.98] So much time, so much time
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