Cut-Throat Cardiac Arrest

She wore a faint shade
of elegance; one which purguarted
my entire being.
She wore loneliness
I now spend my days in denial, holding on to
the insignificant remains.
She is further than I can touch, which
is further than I can bear.
Waste your time, apologize to me
Go back to him, enjoy yourself
I've held on for so long, and
now this is all I have to say.
But I'll remember the times when
I SAT OUTSIDE ALONE.
Take it out of of her. She's mine.