parasocial

[00:00.82] I can't see out my windows at night
[00:06.42] The lights just fog up
[00:10.06] For all I know, the argument outside is just my mind
[00:22.06] We watch the silhouette circle our bed
[00:27.35] You pull the covers over my head
[00:31.41] Oh, I never thought I'd (thought I'd, thought I'd)
[00:35.57] Become my own lover (lover, lover)
[00:40.12] If I could I'd hold you
[00:42.70] But I'd just cross my arms
[00:47.53] At least you'll stay with me and brace another day
[00:55.52] I'll be my flower
[01:01.28] I'll be my flower
[01:06.20] An illusion that I say to save myself
[01:13.00] I'll be my flower
[01:17.11] I'll be my flower
[01:22.33] It's a nuisance that I can't get quite as high
[01:29.52] At least I'll stay with me and brace another day
[01:50.60] I can't rely that my past lover would like me
[02:00.29] But despite this
[02:02.16] I surrendered my serenity for the chance she
[02:12.06] Might approve my improvements
[02:15.34] But lately, I've just decided I should like me
[02:21.62] Oh, I never thought I'd (thought I'd, thought I'd)
[02:25.48] Become my own lover (lover, lover)
[02:30.11] If I could I'd hold you
[02:32.52] But I'd just cross my arms
[02:37.45] At least you'll stay with me and brace another day
[02:45.74] I'll be my flower
[02:51.11] I'll be my flower
[02:56.16] An illusion that I say to save myself
[03:03.29] I'll be my flower
[03:07.04] I'll be my flower
[03:12.26] It's a nuisance that I can't get quite as high
[03:19.45] At least I'll stay with me and brace another day
[03:44.49] Perhaps it's only changing of the name
[03:49.32] Does it matter if the feeling's still the same?
[03:53.36] Obsessed with whatever fills the hole
[03:57.48] Parasocial and obsessed with loving ghosts
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